My new friend Spanky made a good point to me today. I should just apply for the apartment anyhow. If I get it, then it was meant to be and we can deal with it then… if I don’t get it, then there’s another apartment out there for me. If I get it and Jay gets upset with me for it, then I’ll deal with it.
A couple of people also suggested I phone my current landlord and ask him about getting my security deposit back even if I only give 30 days notice. If I could find someone else to take the apartment over, that would work fine. Too bad I don’t know anyone (besides me) who’s looking for a Toronto apartment in the Beach, or who would want to sublet it for a month or something. fneu.