Morale is low

All I can say is Ack, fneu, bleurgh. This is not boosting my already low morale. In fact, it’s only making me wish I had another job even more. I was just getting to a point where I could accept my job, and the boredom that it entails, because I could always give myself diversions online. Now, that’s not even an option really, because if I do go to a non-work related site, I’m looking over my shoulder wondering who is going to catch me and get me into trouble. You’d think that they would realize that this is a mind-numbing sort of job and let us do whatever we want… but I know if I’m caught reading journals or writing in my own, I’ll get a lecture and a warning or something. It’s making me paranoid… but it keeps me sane. I can’t last like this.