Well, I went ‘on the air’ for a little while. I was on IRC too, it was fun. I sang a bit, & played guitar and stuff… then I burnt my finger making dinner – the tip of my L finger. So I’m typing slower, using my fingernail instead of the fingertip.
I’m listening to R.E.O. speedwagon now. I listened to Greg Kihn band earlier, and bangles, and stuff. It was nice. I can sing along with all that stuff.
I’m tired. I think I’ll go to bed soon, to make up for being so late last night.
Jay & I had a conversation tonight, when I got home from work. I was having a stress night – where I just want to collapse and give up. So we talked a bit. He’s really depressed about the job thing. I told him to forget about everything that’s already happened (i.e. the last 9 and a half months of joblessness) and just go from here. I don’t think he knew how to take that, he’s used to people just endlessly ranting at him about how bad he is (you know, ex’s, parents, etc.) Well, I’m not them. I see his potential, and I also know that if I push him till he just gets pissed off at me he’ll never do anything and feel good about it. He has to decide to do whatever it is he’s going to do. I don’t know, I think there was some progress with that conversation, but I can’t really say for sure.
Or maybe I’m just too tired for coherence.