Considering and reconsidering

I reconsidered (again) my decision to not apply for any of the available positions here at work. Well, reconsidered isn’t the word, exactly… I just thought about the decision again. I can’t change it now, since all the positions are filled. Would I have been happy with a different sort of boring job? Like I said, it doesn’t matter now, so there’s no real reason for me to think about it now, but that doesn’t keep me from wondering.

I’m really tired of being bored.