Hmm… interesting. I’m having a blah sort of night, feeling very down on myself, and can’t pinpoint exactly why. It’s really frustrating. I didn’t do the radio show, because I figured no one was going to listen anyhow, since cyn wasn’t here. Okay, cyn might have listened, but that’s about it. I’ve been feeling really good this week, besides my panic attacks about the apartment stuff, but it’s like I’ve just switched and now I’m really feeling bad – feeling like no one actually wants to listen to me, or read my stuff, or whatever.
I wish it was raining.