Over in SecretLand, mateo has started a thread about things to be happy about. I’m obviously in a bitter mood, because I’ve tried to post a response to that thread a few times, and every time I list something I automatically have a response to say that it isn’t making me happy right now because it’s not happening, or something.
I started to put down that I’m happy I have a place to live, then went off on a tangent about the fact that I really don’t have a place to live, since apartment after apartment keeps rejecting me. Then I put down that music makes me happy, except that I’ve noticed over the past few months that I don’t want to listen to music most of the time at home anymore, because I get ear fatigue from working in it all day long. I tried to post about food making me happy, except that I’m hungry, so that just made me grumpy. I think I’m just super-bitchy today, and stressed, and worried about the apartment thing. I don’t think I’ll be responding to mateo’s post though.