I have got to stop posting at the Secret Forums… everything I have to say is negative somehow. I’m thinking too much about things that haven’t bothered me in a long time, and it’s coming out in my posts and replies to posts. People are going to think I’m some sort of depressed psycho or something. Oh well, maybe I am.
Woke up early this morning and came into the gym to do Yoga. I was kinda queasy on the streetcar on the way in, and then it came back in a wave while I was doing yoga, and when I did come in to work, I spent the first hour getting more waves of queasiness and had to look away from my monitor every couple of minutes or so. I think it’s passing now. Mornings definitely do not agree with me.
Still not sure if I’m going to bother casting tonight. I’ve had more people tell me that they won’t be around to listen, so I don’t know what the point of casting for no one would be. That’s what happened last time I casted, and it just made me feel worse. And it’s not like I can tell people about it on the Secret Boards, because it’s not Secret Society Radio that I’m doing this time, it’s Warped Radio – I like warped more because it’s Winamp Shoutcast based rather than realplayer based – I have SO many problems with realplayer as it is, and the quality of the streaming through it is horrible.
I don’t know. I want an evening to myself. I can’t remember the last time I had one. Just an evening at home by myself doing whatever I feel like doing… it’s been a while.