Cyn and Boo and Aphyd and Nab all went out for dinner last night… For some reason, I thought maybe they’d remember me if they were going out somewhere together. If I’d have known it was going on, I would’ve been there. It’s not like I did anything interesting yesterday at all, which is why we ended up renting a 99 cent kid’s movie at 5:00 in the afternoon. We were bored. I got an invite to meet a friend at a bar at about 9:45, by then I was apathetic and didn’t want to go anywhere, so I stayed in and did nothing for the rest of the evening.

Yes, if I wasn’t feeling sorry for myself, then it wouldn’t matter… Then again, why would anyone want me around if all I do is feel sorry for myself. I wouldn’t have called me either.

1 Comment

  • kendryk

    October 23, 2000 at 6:30 am

    I dont know the details of your situation, but you have seemed very sad lately. Jen, you are a great grrl and everyone seems to love you to death. You do not deserve to be depressed and you shouldnt have to feel sorry for yourself. Get rid of whatever is making you feel crappy. You only get one life, be happy with it, and get rid of the bad shit.