I want to scream. I want to feel angry, motivated, anything… I’m tired of just feeling completely fneu. Blah. Meh. The only emotion I’ve had lately is boredom (is that an emotion?) and frustration and apathy.

I can’t handle the fact that I don’t like music anymore. I can’t deal with this overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, like there’s nowhere to go and no point to my being here. It’s beyond frustrating that I am so bored and apathetic at work that I can’t shake the feeling when I go home, no matter how hard I try.

If that’s not reason enough to go somewhere else, I don’t know what is… I’m losing myself to this. I know I can do more, better, something worthwhile…

1 Comment

  • ci

    November 9, 2000 at 11:08 am

    well, hun, it sounds like you need to march into your boss’s office and give him/her your notice. You are dying inside and you know it.