They want me to go on tour with them. Today, I’m in the kind of mood where I think they’re lying. I figure they just think they like me and want me along, but really they only say that to be polite. I was never good at readings, and I hate doing it anyway, and they’re going to want to go do things that I don’t like doing and I would just be there holding them all back.

I want to cancel out on all of my previous engagements, places I said I would be, for the next year. No one really wants me around anyhow.