It looks very cold outside. I’m shivering in sympathy with the trees. Cam is on. Adam told me that his meeting on monday went really well, which rocks. We talked a little bit about ambition, and how it’s a difficult game to play… I told him I wouldn’t know, since I have no ambition to speak of, and he argued that point with me. I guess it’s safe for me to admit that my ambition is NOT to stay at home and clean up and cook and stuff like that. All that does is make me angry most of the time. So I’m apparently great at figuring out what I don’t want to do. That isn’t all that helpful. I envy the people I know who are driven, who do something because they love it, who know what they want, or at least have a list of things that they want to try… I’d like to not feel lost.