Tonight was highly disappointing. I went out to the open stage thing, and when I got there, nothing was set up and no one I know was around anywhere. The place was deserted. Lacking the emotional stamina to talk to the people I didn’t know playing pool at the back, I fled down the stairs and back out the door, incredibly disappointed. I walked slowly east towards Spadina avenue, trying to decide what to do. I didn’t really feel like just going home, but I also didn’t want to be wandering around by myself, and I didn’t want to sit alone in a coffee shop. I got to spadina, then caught a streetcar back up to the station and came home. Once home, I fell onto the couch in front of the television and watched the news. News is such a great way to improve an already evil mood.
The headache, which had lifted somewhat, came back in full force. Advil is not helping, so I’ve just stopped taking them.
A while after I got home, I got a call from Templier saying that they were at Sneaky Dee’s, and where was I. I told them I was there, but didn’t stay because I was alone and no one else was around, and it looked like it wasn’t happening anyhow.
Needless to say, I was extremely disappointed, so I watched the news and cried over dead children for a while.