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Tonight was highly disappointing. I went out to the open stage thing, and when I got there, nothing was set up and no one I know was around anywhere. The place was deserted. Lacking the emotional stamina to talk to the people I didn’t know playing pool at the back, I fled down the stairs and back out the door, incredibly disappointed. I walked slowly east towards Spadina avenue, trying to decide what to do. I didn’t really feel like just going home, but I also didn’t want to be wandering around by myself, and I didn’t want to sit alone in a coffee shop. I got to spadina, then caught a streetcar back up to the station and came home. Once home, I fell onto the couch in front of the television and watched the news. News is such a great way to improve an already evil mood.

The headache, which had lifted somewhat, came back in full force. Advil is not helping, so I’ve just stopped taking them.

A while after I got home, I got a call from Templier saying that they were at Sneaky Dee’s, and where was I. I told them I was there, but didn’t stay because I was alone and no one else was around, and it looked like it wasn’t happening anyhow.

Needless to say, I was extremely disappointed, so I watched the news and cried over dead children for a while.

10 Comments

  • Anonymous

    February 25, 2001 at 11:58 pm

    more dead children? what happened this time? poor little souls…. while you were crying for their present losses, I was weeping for the past legends. good ol’ John Lennon. gets me whenever I see a Beatles biography.

    sorry to hear about your disappointment. damn our expectations, eh? oh well. there WILL be other songs to sing. especially when you can’t stop and you are happy doing it 🙂

    “All you need is love.”

    -jinx

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      February 26, 2001 at 12:19 pm

      A little girl playing in her room pretending to be a dog strangled herself with a bathrobe belt. She had tied it around her neck like a leash. She was playing by herself, and her brother found her after it was too late.

      It was very sad.

      Otherwise, a little one-year-old wandered out in the snow, and was later found completely frozen. She was clinically dead, her heart stopped, for two hours, then somehow they revived her, and it looks like she is going to survive. She has frostbite, and may lose some fingers and toes, but it looks like there is no brain damage, and she should be otherwise okay.

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      February 26, 2001 at 12:19 pm

      A little girl playing in her room pretending to be a dog strangled herself with a bathrobe belt. She had tied it around her neck like a leash. She was playing by herself, and her brother found her after it was too late.

      It was very sad.

      Otherwise, a little one-year-old wandered out in the snow, and was later found completely frozen. She was clinically dead, her heart stopped, for two hours, then somehow they revived her, and it looks like she is going to survive. She has frostbite, and may lose some fingers and toes, but it looks like there is no brain damage, and she should be otherwise okay.

  • Anonymous

    February 25, 2001 at 11:58 pm

    more dead children? what happened this time? poor little souls…. while you were crying for their present losses, I was weeping for the past legends. good ol’ John Lennon. gets me whenever I see a Beatles biography.

    sorry to hear about your disappointment. damn our expectations, eh? oh well. there WILL be other songs to sing. especially when you can’t stop and you are happy doing it 🙂

    “All you need is love.”

    -jinx

  • peekaboo

    February 26, 2001 at 6:21 am

    {{{{{{{{jennylee}}}}}}}}

    oh dear, over the past little while i’ve been wishing that i could improve your mood, but i just don’t know how…

    so maybe i’ll just keep giving you lotsa hugs and letting you know that i am here.

    {{{{{{{{jennylee}}}}}}}}

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      February 26, 2001 at 12:16 pm

      Thank you, hon… hugs are always greatly appreciated. 🙂

      • duncan

        February 27, 2001 at 4:50 pm

        Free Hugs!!!

        Come and see Mommy. She’s gotta be good for something.
        Things will get better, trust me. Even if you don’t believe me…….we love you babe.
        Mom & Teddy-Bear

      • duncan

        February 27, 2001 at 4:50 pm

        Free Hugs!!!

        Come and see Mommy. She’s gotta be good for something.
        Things will get better, trust me. Even if you don’t believe me…….we love you babe.
        Mom & Teddy-Bear

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      February 26, 2001 at 12:16 pm

      Thank you, hon… hugs are always greatly appreciated. 🙂

  • peekaboo

    February 26, 2001 at 6:21 am

    {{{{{{{{jennylee}}}}}}}}

    oh dear, over the past little while i’ve been wishing that i could improve your mood, but i just don’t know how…

    so maybe i’ll just keep giving you lotsa hugs and letting you know that i am here.

    {{{{{{{{jennylee}}}}}}}}