I would love to have tea and conversation with myself of five years ago (at age 19) and myself of ten years from now (at age 34.) I’d like to know what I would say to myself. I know the nineteen year old me wouldn’t listen to what the 24 and 34 year old me’s would have to say, but I would love to just chat with myself for a while. May as well bring in the sixteen year old me, while I’m at it. She had some issues, I would love to tell her that there actually is another side to everything, that she’s not going to be hurting forever. I’d like to let her know that she doesn’t have to keep those secrets, that if she tells someone it wouldn’t become her fault, that it isn’t her responsibility to take care of everyone else.
fneu and stuff… I’m still hazy and tired.