Oh my god, you mean she’s not a numb, unfeeling bitch who lives only to hurt those who care for her? God forbid she should show weakness or emotion, or admit to anyone that she’s hurting. If she hurts, that must mean that she’s made a mistake and has to fix it now, right? Evil bitch, I hate her, she’s not allowed to hurt, if she hurts then she’s wrong, except that’s not what it means even if it feels like it is. And she’s probably not hurting about whatever you think she’s hurting about, but she hurts and it’s tiring and frustrating and bottomless and dark and lonely. so alone. scared.