Not enough sleep this past week.
I went to read on the couch in the living room, and ended up napping for about an hour out there. Came back in here to go to bed, only to find that I couldn’t sleep. This morning I couldn’t sleep past 10:30am, and woke up every hour or so all night long, due to phones or cats or something completely inexplicable…
It’s been a week since I’ve slept well. The last good night of sleep I had was last Saturday (not last night.) And now I’m tired, but not sleepy.
Discord is surrounding me, it’s upsetting and throwing me rather off-balance. People make no sense sometimes. Even when it doesn’t involve me… I’m just too affected by my surroundings to be able to disconnect from things.
Of course I run from conflict. Didn’t you know that it’s always my fault anyway? If all else fails, you can blame it on me.