Yes, I too have done the colorgenics thing.
Pretty accurate, I think.
I’ll italicize the stuff that stands out at me.
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that “True love is just around the corner”…and maybe… if you haven’t found it as yet – you possibly soon will.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut, there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited…But if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren’t quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that… since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person, you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments. It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised .. and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone… to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future… you have one consolation – and that is that they couldn’t possibly get worse. Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations gave been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety… so therefore… “why bother?” You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.