Looks like it might rain soon.
I’m frustrated and tired today. Frustrated because there’s nothing I can do to help adam find work so that he feels better. Tired because I was tossing and turning all night due to aforementioned frustration. It’s difficult to watch him trying so hard, and nothing has come of his trying yet. I know what it feels like, I’ve been in the same situation before, except that I didn’t try nearly as hard as he is… I always thought that if I’d tried harder things would have happened quicker. I guess I might have been wrong… things will happen when they happen. That doesn’t make me feel any less helpless, though.
His birthday’s coming up, and I thought up the perfect thing to get him last night. Now I just have to figure out how to do just that. I don’t exactly have a surplus of cash right now. Going to have to think on this one, try and see if I can pull in any favours or something. I just don’t know what else to do at this point.