Father’s Day thoughts and emotions

Tomorrow is a day off of work, which is nice. We’re going to see Noises Off at the Stratford Festival with Adam’s family. Hopefully the car ride will be uneventful and stress-free. Please let it be uneventful and stress-free.

I kind of have been thinking a little about Father’s Day tomorrow. Not that I want to, but it’s hard to avoid in a lot of ways. I suppose I’m just dwelling or something, but there are some reminders that show up that do’nt let you forget. And yet I can’t really tell if I’m angry or sad. I don’t think I’m angry anymore… I’m tired of being angry, and I haven’t been angry in a long time now. I guess that means I’m sad, in an abstract kind of way. Melancholy thoughts drift to the surface. I’ll get over it in a day or so. But for now I think I need to dwell on things I didn’t have, and things that I had and chose to leave behind. I don’t regret the choices, but that doesn’t make me ecstatic if I think about them.

I should go to bed.

4 Comments

  • maggi1234

    June 19, 2004 at 11:39 pm

    Hugs

    Wave to me as you drive past. We will be in TO thurday. I’ll wave to you. 🙂

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      June 20, 2004 at 10:36 pm

      I thought of you as we drove past. 🙂

  • luxography

    June 20, 2004 at 6:20 am

    Ooooh, I went to see Noises Off with a few friends last weekend (see http://www.risc.org/Images/Stratford2004/) and it was excellent! Very very funny (especially if you’re into British humour) and the choreography and physical ccordination required to pull off the 2nd act was amazing!

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      June 20, 2004 at 10:38 pm

      It was definitely fantastic. It was fantastic, and the actors were all very talented.