I am anxious to be somewhere that I don’t get paranoid that people are watching and judging me for every little thing I do. It’s really been making me nervous all the time and I feel like crying some days. I feel like I’m trying so hard to get everything right, and it’s completely impossible. I just want to be alone with my Fiance for a while, in my own space and without anyone but cats staring at me and deciding how well I’m doing. They’re easy to please, I just have to give them food.