Haven’t had a dream in a long time…

Wandering aimlessly through my mind again. It’s a messy, confusing place sometimes. I’m alone in here, like always. I don’t even have any dreams to keep me company. I’ve never known what I wanted out of life… I went to college by default, because that’s what you’re supposed to do, I swear I’m in this job just because it’s worked out that way, not because I wanted it or worked for it.

I have no idea where my life is going to go. It doesn’t feel like it’s going anywhere right now. Then again, it’s never felt like it’s going anywhere, I’m always just coasting. When you know what you want, then at least you can try for it.

I want to go home, be alone, and cry for a while. That’s not an option.

And don’t tell me it’ll all be okay.

1 Comment

  • Anonymous

    September 12, 2000 at 9:19 pm

    I would never say that

    *you are not alone, I am here with you* (oh, wait, that’s a Michael Jackson song) ummmm…

    you are not alone….your dreams have not deserted you! you dream every night, the mind just doesn’t always recall them. so there. be comforted, be loved by your psyche 😉