Haven’t had a dream in a long time…
Wandering aimlessly through my mind again. It’s a messy, confusing place sometimes. I’m alone in here, like always. I don’t even have any dreams to keep me company. I’ve never known what I wanted out of life… I went to college by default, because that’s what you’re supposed to do, I swear I’m in this job just because it’s worked out that way, not because I wanted it or worked for it.
I have no idea where my life is going to go. It doesn’t feel like it’s going anywhere right now. Then again, it’s never felt like it’s going anywhere, I’m always just coasting. When you know what you want, then at least you can try for it.
I want to go home, be alone, and cry for a while. That’s not an option.
And don’t tell me it’ll all be okay.