Surreal ramblings

Tomorrow is Marilyn’s birthday. I don’t know why I remember that, considering I usually forget everyone’s birthday… maybe it’s because I’ve been wondering about where and how she is, I guess.

I’ve managed to write three run on sentences tonight. I suppose that’s better than nothing. It’s nothing good though, just some overview stuff for Jay’s Half-life mod. I was hoping cyn would have a chance to get online and chat, but she’s super-busy and I’m not going to bug her.

Tomorrow night I’m meeting StrangeGrrl aka Monica for coffee after work. We’ve been trying to get that set up for months now, but things just kept getting confused or messed up somehow. Well, it should be good tomorrow.

I feel kind of surreal right now. It’s quiet in here, Jay’s in bed. I’m looking at the naked windows and wishing I had curtains, and I feel separate from everything, like I’m just watching whatever it is that I’m doing. Cam is on, so maybe other people are watching me watching me and watching this and being surreal. I don’t know. I’m going in circles. I’ve lost something important and I don’t know what it is yet.


  • lordremo

    August 31, 2000 at 1:18 am

    That is so cool!

    Julie (qtkat) was telling me about when she got together with eris and other cam people for a weekend of fun. Maybe in the far flung future ( like spring) a bunch of us could plan a LJ convention weekend in some convienient place… like Earth or something. Could you imagine a party with most of the people whose entries we read? It’d be the best weekend of my life… even if I stayed sober and financially solvent!!!

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      August 31, 2000 at 6:20 am

      Re: That is so cool!

      Heheheh well, Strangegrrl was my roomie in College, so I know her for more than just livejournal… I did meet Heather and mtbandit when I was in North Carolina, that was neat. 🙂 I’d like to do a journalCon of some sort, but travel to the states for me is pretty expensive so i’d need a lot of time to plan for it… unless people wanted to come to Toronto, since everything here is cheaper for americans… 😉 That would be cool though, for sure!

      • lordremo

        August 31, 2000 at 3:12 pm

        Re: That is so cool!

        Toronto sounds good. That way I could get out of the country AND start a new Alias…hehehe! We’ll bounce it around a bit and see.