I need to talk to someone. real live talking. sit down face-to-face talking. And I need to talk about me, which I don’t do very often. Usually I go out with friends and I don’t talk much about myself, we talk about whatever’s interesting, or I listen a lot, or whatever… I’m not comfortable talking about myself usually – I figure people don’t really want to hear it most of the time, and sometimes I already know what they’re going to reply with, and I’m tired of hearing it, or something.

But right now, I want to sit down and have a cup of tea and talk about this whole freakin situation, because I don’t know what I want to do, and I don’t know what would be good for me, and I don’t know anything at all… I feel like I can’t figure it all out. It’s driving me mental, and it’s making me incredibly on edge and moody.


  • strange

    October 14, 2000 at 2:08 pm

    I’m home. I’m here should you need me. I’ll be here all night, unless I go for food at the grocery store… unless you would like to talk over some dinner.

    • Jenny Lee Silver

      October 14, 2000 at 2:18 pm

      I’m still trying to not be sick… went out with Jay & his dad today, and we had to walk two blocks from where we parked to the computer store, which totally wiped me out. Not a good thing, I’m sure… neither is this dry cough I seem to have developed.

      I would be over in a second, but I don’t think I’m up to it, and I don’t want to infect anyone else if at all possible. I hate being sick.

      thank you.

  • cyn

    October 14, 2000 at 3:38 pm


    i’m running off my head this weekend, but i should be around monday night if you want to call and talk… and tuesday hair dye night – talk all you want. you can tell me anything. i’m here to listen. 🙂

  • jerronimo

    October 14, 2000 at 4:27 pm

    If ya want me too, i can drive up and chat with you… (that is if you want someone who is far removed from the situation, whatever it is.)

    Just let me know, and i can be there in a few hours…