I need to talk to someone. real live talking. sit down face-to-face talking. And I need to talk about me, which I don’t do very often. Usually I go out with friends and I don’t talk much about myself, we talk about whatever’s interesting, or I listen a lot, or whatever… I’m not comfortable talking about myself usually – I figure people don’t really want to hear it most of the time, and sometimes I already know what they’re going to reply with, and I’m tired of hearing it, or something.
But right now, I want to sit down and have a cup of tea and talk about this whole freakin situation, because I don’t know what I want to do, and I don’t know what would be good for me, and I don’t know anything at all… I feel like I can’t figure it all out. It’s driving me mental, and it’s making me incredibly on edge and moody.