I don’t know why this has come up in my head so much today… maybe because it’s something that happened right when things were starting to work out and go well for me. Anyhow, I’ve been thinking a whole lot about my cat Squeak. I still miss her a whole lot. Every time there’s a possibility of something good happening, I can’t help thinking what badness will happen to balance it. I’ve gotten a lot better about it, but it’s still lurking, always just on the edge of my thoughts.

the other shoe. I hate it. I’m never buying shoes again.