I’m at the exact same place that I was this time last year, except I’m in a different job. I’m questioning my value, I’m questioning what I’m worth, I’m questioning what I want to be doing vs. what I actually do… I don’t even know what I want to be doing, the only thing I can figure out is what I don’t want to be doing. Life keeps going in circles… but really it’s more like spirals – moving outward all the time, but I keep going past the same areas each time around. Small things change, but the story stays the same. If I think about it, then I’m happy that the small things do change, but it doesn’t make me feel much better when I look at my life. It’s not retail anymore, but I feel equally as unfulfilled and unhappy… I’ve got some dreams somewhere locked up and I seem unable to point at them and say “This is what I want,” which is beyond frustrating at times like these. I only know where I don’t want to be… I wish I knew where it was I wanted to be….