I sent some of my older writing to boo for her zine. I don’t know if she’ll use any of it, but when I tried to write something earlier today for it I just couldn’t. I wrote about two and a half paragraphs and decided that I really didn’t like what I was working on.

Jay & I went out to Future Shop today to pick up a Christmas Gift for his Dad. I still have no idea when we’re going to his dad’s place for Christmas… no one really seems to know what’s going on. Oh well… it’s not my family, and not my problem. I’m just along for the free food.

My hands are icy cold. Jay got a new game for Christmas today – Mechwarrior 4. I pretty much know whatever I’m getting for Christmas now… Jay hasn’t bought anything for me yet because I have to be there to show him which model I want. His dad will probably give me something off my amazon wishlist, since Jay emailed that URL to him when he asked what I wanted. Not that he’ll buy it from Amazon, but he’ll have an idea of what to get me at the store anyhow.

I love giving people stuff that I know they’re going to love or appreciate… I’m sad that there has to be an excuse for me to do so (i.e. Christmas) or else they think I’m trying to get something out of them. I guess I am trying to get something out of them… a smile or something cheezy and hallmark-y like that.


  • bleedingheart

    December 20, 2000 at 11:13 pm

    feeling any better

    I hope u r, your too nice too be sick

  • ex_oki86

    December 21, 2000 at 6:09 am

    I still appreciate the calendar. You rawk! =>